Misadventures.. blah

I swear last night was one thing after the other!!

I couldn't sleep. I was so tired, but I was tossing and turning and just couldn't get comfortable. Once I finally fell asleep, it wasn't long before Kate was standing right next to me. She wasn't doing anything, just standing there.. and it woke me up.. So I sit up and tell her to get back in bed, and all of a sudden Ellie just starts SCREAMING! and I'm thinking "oh snap she must have had an accident!" Nope, her cup fell out of bed, so she was upset because she couldn't find it in the dark. I sat her on the potty and took Kate back to bed, but I slipped on Kate's cup (which was also on the floor) and pretty much went flying. I'm not kidding. I seriously flew like 2 feet. That's terrifying for a pregnant woman!! I hurt my pelvis and my back (which was already hurting) in the process!! Ugh! I'm telling you!

I got back into bed after getting the girls settled, and Carl was snoring so loud and so hard, it took me literally 40 minutes to get up and leave for the couch. I would gladly sleep on the couch, but it hurts my back so bad, I can barely move the next day.

I got back into bed, and was woken up by Kate AGAIN about 30 minutes later. She had gone pee, and needed help putting her undies back on.

She woke me up again a few minutes later crawling into bed with me.

At 5:30 my alarm went off and I went to the living room to get Carl up for the day. It literally took him nearly a half hour to get up. I hate that shit. I get so anxious when he won't get up. I don't know what time he came to bed, I just know that I'm exhausted and he's so hard to get up.. I just stand there yelling at him.

I went pee, then got back into bed. At 7:40 my girls were up for the day.

Today my back is killing me, my feet are swollen. I'm drinking a ton of water, but it doesn't feel like enough. And I have a headache that has been bugging me since yesterday. Do you ever feel like you just can't win?? That is me today. Seriously. I just can't win.