I needed a new blog. A fresh start if you will. (thanks for the idea Casey!!)
I'm a scrabbled sort of person. I put things off until the last minute. I would rather sleep all day then clean my house. I LOVE my cooking, but I hate the process. I love to bake when I'm angry, but I never eat my hateful cookies. I'm a lot of things, but mostly I'm just a mom and a wife. And that's all. And even when the going gets tough, and I'm covered in puke. Or my clean walls have been colored by my toddler- I wouldn't change it.
In all honesty, I'm keeping this- because a year from now I want to look back and see who I was. I want to change. I want to keep changing. I want to change in such a positive way that when I finally look back I won't even recognize the author of this first post.
Tomorrow is the anniversary of my little brothers death. We're both gemini's we called each other twin. As per customary I'll post a letter to him. It's the hardest day of the year for me. This will be the fourth, but its by no means easier.
My children are my life. Kaitlynn Marie- born 09/02/2007 and Eleanor Christine- born 07/17/2009. My husband is my rock. My go to guy. My soul sharer. My everything. I have a cat and I hate him. His name is snicklefritz, and his middle name is bitch. He's a bitch cat.
That about sums it up! I'll write more tomorrow =)
I love that you got a blog.
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Lets change together.
I think we should have a meeting every week. We can rotate houses and our meeting can be called "bring on the awesome"
:)
This is a fantastic idea. I think I may do it also. Its good to remember where you were and where you currently are, and see the room to grow. Life changes so fast, in the blink of an eye. Im so happy that you embrace what you currently have like it will be gone tomorrow. I love you, Felicia. You are a brave, strong, powerful woman...mother...wife...and friend. Everyone who knows you is a better person for having you in their lives. We should all strive to be the superwoman you are today!
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